Only Just Begun:
seems reasonable.” Since
this is only my second MC sharing and my first time in a group, am I
correct in assuming there’s more I still don’t know about?”
As soon as that question leaves my mouth I realize that I just
asked another one of my really stupid questions.
laughs, gives me a strange look and replies,
“Is that a real question or are you putting me on?”
reply, “Sorry! Dumb
OK. I’ll answer it
anyway. Have you ever
gone to a sporting event such as a football or baseball game?”
at the end of the first game you ever went to, did you know all there
was to know about that sport?”
just look at her as she continues, ”Has Jazz told you about simulating
intercourse with two female partners?”
do you mean by simulating
mean there is no vaginal, penetration, and yet your little
wienerschnitzel won’t know the difference.”
about oral or anal?”
of that either.”
do you still maintain the integrity of your body fluids?”
that you have my full attention, how is it done and what is that
night is still young. Perhaps
we can get someone to demonstrate that for you.
Or, perchance you may want to experience it for yourself.”
says to Christina, “I
have intentionally not told him much about CLIC sharing because Stoney
has an acute intellect. He
has a tendency to get into his head and lose the here and now
responds, “Yeah, I’ve noticed.”
say to Christina, “Before
you get involved in something else, I have a couple more questions I’d
like to ask, if I may.”
and I’ll do my best to answer them.”
seemed to know just how slow or fast to move your hands, how light or
strong to touch me, where to touch, and exactly when to pause.
How do you do that?”
does a baseball player become skilled at his game?”
how do you suppose a pianist masters the piano?”
been stroking lingams and yonis for more years than you’ve been here
on Earth. You
probably can’t even guess how many hundreds of bodies have come in my
neither can I.” Christina
laughs and her eyes sparkle even brighter.
I can tell you one thing, I now experience great joy every time I stroke
a body into orgasm and, with all that practice, you just might guess
I’d be pretty good at it.”
can see why Jezebel told me you were the best of the best.”
adds, “Stoney, Christina is rather understating her qualifications.
Energetically, she tunes in with you on the inner planes and
feels pretty much what you feel.”
right,” Christina says. “As
I stroked you, I mentally floated off into the ecstasy state with you.
Because I feel in my body what you feel in yours, I know how to
respond to you physically. Although
our body parts differ, on the emotional, on the feeling and on the
spiritual levels, male and female orgasms are the same, so I simply
connect with you on a non-physical level.
Do you recall that before the session tonight, I asked permission
to touch your sacred self?”
your consent gave me permission to blend with you energetically.
It’s kind of like a real-life version of Star Treck’s Mr.
Spak when he does a mind meld.”
you’re telling me that on some non-physical space, or plane, or
whatever you want to call it, you and I connected and that’s how you
knew what to do while stroking my physical body?”
sort of, but not exactly.”
let me hear it in your words, please.”
the inner dimensions of reality, you and I and everyone else are one
united consciousness. What
I do is become aware of my connection to that oneness. At that level of awareness, all things are known.
In this case, we were both focused on your physical body and so I
knew how to guide you into an intense sexual high.”
you experienced also.”
but because of my physical activity and my focus on your body, the
intensity of my feelings was not nearly as strong as yours.”
I learn to do that?”
depends entirely on you. Potentially
the answer is a definite yes, however most people will never even come
close to reaching my level of expertise in this area unless, of course,
they’re willing to devote the same amount of time, dedication, and
practice that I have.
I have personally taken the study and the practice of combining
spirituality and sexual ecstasy to an unusual and extreme level.
One could almost say I am to orgasm what Mozart and Beethoven
were to music. But
then, anything I can do is also possible for others to do.
It’s really only a matter of focus, desire, dedication,
commitment, tenacity, trust in one’s self, and years of practice.”
laugh and say, “Oh, those minor things.”
continues, "Even without all that, there are many very beautiful
and very blissful levels of orgasmic ecstasy that you or anybody else
can reach if you so choose."
why aren’t more people reaching for those levels?”
more people are. It’s
just that the majority still isn’t. The main reasons why most people don’t master the art
of spiritual orgasm are: first,
they don’t hold sex in the context of an art that can be mastered;
second, because they don’t know much about the nature of
orgasm, they don’t believe there is anything beyond what they are
currently experiencing; third,
those who have heard stories about Tantric, sexual ecstasy don’t
believe the stories and so they hold such achievements as something
impossible for them to attain; fourth,
most people don’t know what do or how to do it;
fifth, most of those who do know choose not to take the required
steps; and, on top of that,
there’s the guilt and shame factor.”
That’s quite a list.
What’s the guilt and shame factor?”
our society, most forms of sexual expression are labeled and peddled as
evil and sinful. Reformed
sinners like Saint Augustine and numerous of his more modern, fellow, would-be
do-gooders, such as Anthony Comstock, have, over the years, burdened sex with so much guilt and
shame that many people today are intimidated into severely restricting
their natural sexual expression.
lack of practice creates a poor player?”
Orgasm can be likened to an athletic sport.
How many people do you know who will discipline themselves enough
to become a world class athlete.”
to answer your question -- yes, you can do anything I can do.
Then, I’ll qualify that yes by repeating what I just said. Your success will require faith and belief that it is
possible. It will
require complete trust in yourself, and it will require a strong desire,
intense study, significant self-discipline and lots of practice.”
long will it take?”
that depends entirely upon you and upon what level of mastery you choose
for yourself. With
relative ease, most people can significantly enhance the joy of their
long did it take you?”
took me years to reach my present level of mastery.
My life has been and still is an ongoing and continuing
evolution. I have
experienced a long series of seemingly minor transformations. I
like to think of it symbolically as climbing a mountain.
Did Jezebel tell you how to climb mountain?”
but if it’s anything like eating an elephant, I can easily guess, one
step at a time.”
it,” Christina replies. “The
higher I get, the more profound the view is from where I stand.
And, I assure you, the view from the mountain is beautiful no
matter where you stand.
you at the top of the mountain?”
no! At this stage in
my life, I don’t believe there is a top to the mountain, nor do I
believe that there is any limit to what we as divine human beings can
create for ourselves. I'm constantly seeking, creating, and
manifesting a grander vision of who I am.”
on what do you base that belief?”
ask, “What do you mean by a divine human being?”
give you my answer, but remember, there are many who hold different
from your perspective, please.”
one of us is a soul -- a non-physical aspect of something far grander
than our human minds can grasp -- a being who is presently holding his/her
focus on the Earth by way of a physical body.”
you saying you are a soul who has a body rather than a body who has a
The only difference between me and most others is that I have
chosen to remember who and what I am while most others still have
you see life from a rather unusual perspective.”
but this is truly a matter of choice. Anybody can do that.”
things. First, open your
mind and look around you. The
world is definitely not what most people presently perceive it to be.
And second, practice.”
sex a spiritual experience, but we’re into eating the whole elephant
again. Let me say
simply that we each create our own personal reality by way of our
thoughts, attitudes, emotions, words, and actions. . .
10-5 And that’s another story for
was the hardest part for you in becoming masterful in this area?”
toughest part for me was learning to trust myself and my own inner
knowing. But then,
when I started, I had neither earthly teachers nor role models.
Besides, the planetary energy was much weaker than it is today.
You, on the other hand, have access to several highly qualified
teachers and role models. You
live in a much more powerful planetary energy field, and with a personal
teacher like Jazz, you’ll evolve to levels beyond your present belief
in relatively short order.”